CRAVING FOR CAKES !!!!!

damn .... i want to eat chocolate cake , craving for them is getting worst .... arghhhhhhhhh!

SICK SICK SICK

When am i gonna be free from this misery ???

sick sick sick ... you know how many times i have visited ASSUNTA HOSPITAL ... how much of money going out because of my sickness. 2 weeks been sick , fever , flu , phlegm ..etc none stop ... never ending . I got sick again , and i went to the hospital last Friday. 12am close to a Saturday i guess. my temperature was 39.8 c. High fever , doctor scolded me saying " you want to fry your brain or what , why never take panadol to lower the fever" . All i could do was smile and node my head.

They even took my blood to check if i had dengue or sum thing . Thank heaven after waiting for atleast 2 hrs the verdict was negative. They send me home with some medicine which i took , unfortunately my sickness was getting bad, i had no appetite to eat , what ever i eat i vomited out, and i can't even have a decent night sleep without coughing out what ever thats was stuck in my chest. I decided to come back to the hostel sooner , but alas i thought i was getting well ,since i revisited the hospital to get another dose of medicine , unfortunately i got sick again , this time it was worst i can't even take any medication since i didn't had a decent meal. And so i revisited again the hospital yesterday , the doctor gave me 2 injection filled with some liquid to help me get back my appetite back,and stop the vomiting its not fair , i lost 3 kg in 3 weeks , never eat properly even if i was starving , since i was scared that i would vomit it out . Now , Sunday feeling much better but my stomach is still giving problem , cerit -berit purging or so they called it . Haiz suppose to enjoy the CNY properly and here i am having trouble keeping myself healthy ...what am i suppose to do ... i need help........

On the groove to city life

It was all decided last minute ...

My darling PC was having minor problem , and it freak me out since my roommate recently formatted her PC due to virus attack , i was scared that mine would also act funny , since its been awhile it has not showed any sign. If the PC was to suffer such attack , all my data , details ,anime and movie collection would have vanished into thin air , since i only have one drive and all the details are in that one place ... so as u can see its gonna be a major heck of trouble if my PC really was under attack.


Hence the haste decision , of going to Low Yat to buy CD's , DVD's and printer ink since i was out of those stuff . I inform my friend and asked her if she wanted to follow me to Town , hearing our plan , my roommate was excited herself that she wanted to follow us . So the plan was set in the afternoon or so to say , after our class we shall depart . We waited for the bus and headed to Putrajaya terminal , there we boarded E1 bus to Kuala Lumpur , which stopped at KL Sentral , and we took the monorail to Times Square.

We roamed around Low Yat for about 2 hrs , my budget also "lari"i think , since i bought so many stuff . After that since we all were hungry we stop at SWENSON , yummy the food we ordered " SALMON BAKED RICE WITH CHEESE " was superb , and The "Earthquake ice cream " ahhhhhh was a heaven , we had 8 flavored of ice cream scoop , it was delicious with the smoke from the Dry ice overflowing on top .oooooooo.. wish i had a camera tat time .

Well after finishing our appetizing dinner , it was time to head back home , we waited at the monorail station , but the train that was headed back to Sentral was fulled , so i said why don't we hop on the other side train and head to Titiwangsa instead , at least we can get a place to sit went the train passes back to Time Square and to Sentral . So we quick rush to the other side of the platform and hop in the train . We were lucky since the train was not packed , so we sat in the train and enjoyed the journey ,of the nite life of Kuala Lumpur , we also managed to catch a glimpse of the Eye of Malaysia , it was so small from were we sat . Finally we reach to Brickfields were KL Sentral is located , we looked high and low for our bus back home ( Cyberjaya) and finally managed to spot it , we boarded and the bus only left at 10pm , we reach back to Cyberjaya before 11pm. Everyone was so tired that we dozed off in the bus itself . But the journey and the enjoyment that we had , was memorable and we were tired of all the working .

A Day trip to Melaka MMU campus

I now finally have buried the past for a life time , after having problem with a person .My main purpose of going to Melaka was handing back something i no longer should hold dearly too... the whole cycle was like washing away the ashes in the Ganges river , the past washed away so the future would stay bright . I feel at peace now , that i am able to move on and i hope that person to can move on .

Apart from the main purpose , i also had a secondary purpose ... supporting my close friends who were participating in a Wushu competition. Though the Cyberjaya team didn't manage to get any placing because of hard competitive nature with 6 other campus , but i am sure they have gain valuable experience and memory along the road of learning.

We departed at 6.45 or close to 7.15am as recalled , i didn't manage to sleep , since i when for a walk with a friend around campus . When i finally came back to the room it was 2am , i was scared to sleep afraid that i won't wake up in time, so i decided to watch " Goong" the korean drama a heart warming and romantic drama i must add. I got ready and headed to the meeting place at 6am but before that i stopped at Voon lee's place. I slept during the journey to Melaka, when i got down the bus in MMU campus , my thoughts drifted away thinking all those bad and good memories i had , my heart was beating fast , and i was hoping that no one i knew would bump into me .

As i was waiting for another friend to past certain things to , i sat in the hall where the event was held , i was glad to witness the test trial , where all the competitor did or practice their moved on the carpet . I was impress at guy from TARC . His move was awesome , he was light , fast and he manage to land on his footing when he did he swirled . I never seen it before , it reminded me of gymnastic sport and also the hip hop or break dance moved.

I witness a lot of interesting moved done by one person after another ... some moved was accompanied by music and some was not . i have to admit that i dozed off , during the competition since i was sleepy ... and along the way i got bored ,since the whole event was a drag , i only enjoyed seeing the Cyberjaya Wushu team doing their moved . Since that was what i expected and wanted to see the most. Watching my friend compete after so many training they attended. I wanted to watch my friends in action and i did , i am grateful for that . Along my journey i meet new people who i enjoyed speaking to , the most memorable thing that happen that day i would say the dining experience at a place call Heritage . The food was delicious and i had a great time with many companions . The members of Wushu clubs were friendly and nice to hang out with.

Thought to ponder upon !

STRANGE ISN'T IT

Isn't it strange how a 20 dollar bill
seems like such a large
amount when
you donate it to church, but
such a small amount
when you go shopping?


Isn't it strange how 2 hours seem so long when
you're at church, and how
short they seem when you're
watching a good movie?



Isn't it strange that you can't
find a word to say when
you're praying,
but you have no trouble
thinking what to talk about
with a friend?



Isn't it strange how difficult
and boring it is to read
one chapter
of the Bible, but how easy
it is to read 100 pages of
a popular novel or ZANE GREY book?


Isn't it strange how everyone
wants front-row-tickets
to concerts or
games, but they do whatever
is possible to sit at the last
row in Church?


Isn't it strange how we need to
know about an event for
Church 2-3
weeks before the day so we can
include it in our agenda, but we can
adjust it for other events in
the last minute?


Isn't it strange how difficult it
is to learn a fact about God to share it
with others, but how easy
it is to learn, understand,
extend and repeat gossip?




Isn't it strange how we
believe everything
that magazines and newspapers
say, but we question the words in the
Bible?


Isn't it strange how everyone
wants a place in
heaven, but they don't want
to believe, do, or say anything
to get there?


Isn't it strange how we send
jokes in e-mails
and they are forwarded
right away,
but when we are going to send
messages about God, we think
about it twice before we share
it with others?

Now that you've read this message, forward it to anybody that you consider a friend, family member or foe(enemy).
If you don't do it not only you will deprive yourself from being blessed, but you will also do that to others who may need God in their life.

Sadly i dun believe in this sort of sending and forwarding to people , if you don't your life would be empty less, not blessed or cursed etc . By meaning i am not blessed just because i have to send this words to people , i rather take the risk ,because i don't believe God picks those who obey them and blessed , for me GOD loves everyone equally as long they try their best to be good.

DREAMGIRLS

Based on the 1981 Broadway musical comes Dreamgirls, a story of greed, tough hate, and romance. Three young women Deena Jones (Knowles), Effie White (Hudson), and Lorrell Robinson (Rose) desire to become pop stars and get their wish when they're picked to be backup singers for the legendary James "Thunder" Early (Murphy). Then they're set free for leads, but Curtis Taylor (Foxx) and Effie's brother C.C. (Robinson) decide for Deena to be lead which upsets Effie. This movie contains both original Broadway and new songs and it's one movie that the whole family will enjoy! With Beyonce Knowles, Jennifer Hudson, Anika Noni Rose, Eddie Murphy, Jamie Foxx, Keith Robinson, and Danny Glover!

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0443489/plotsummary



MUST WATCH !! ...RECOMMENDED FOR THOSE WHO LOVES SOUL MUSIC....

p.s ... i am in love with Jennifer Hudson voice , so strong and mystic and full with soul ...
i didn't know Eddie Murphy could sing , and Beyonce lovely as always

Always Believe that your beautiful

Don't look at me

Everyday is so wonderful

Then suddenly, it's hard to breathe

Now and then, i get insecure

From all the pain, i'm so ashamed

But I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down,
Oh no, so don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The pieces gone, left the puzzle undone
Is that the way it is

Cause’ you are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can’t bring you down
Cause’ you are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can’t bring you down
Oh no, so don't you bring me down today

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what we say
(no matter what we say)
We’re the song inside the tune
Full of beautiful mistakes

And everywhere we go
( and everywhere we go)
The sun will always shine
(the sun will always, always)
But tomorrow will find a way
And tomorrow we might awake
on the other side
(on the other side....)

Cause’ we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down
Oh no, so don't you bring me down today

Oh yeah don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today

Down to earth , down with bad cough!

I feel weak ....

still have not recovered from my illness , my cough has gotten bad day after day , been vomiting out what ever i eat or consume. It leaves my stomach feeling empty most of the time , fill with air bubbles i think ... sigh suppose the phlegm is that one suppose 2 come out if i cough or vomit , but what ever thats left in my stomach comes out also .. wander how the body system works actually...


I feel bad !!! unable 2 sleep and also make other people susah with this cough ...haiyoo when am i ever gonna get better . Go doctor take medicine also dun wanna cure what can i do . Anyone got idea how 2 cure bad cough ... my throat feels the pain i feel like operating myself and getting rid of this problem ....

I AM SICK !

sick sick sick ....

when would this torture end la ? ?
First day was feeling good, and then came second day worst got fever , flu , cough , sore throat attack all at once , normally i dun go to clinic , but couldn't stand already . Had to visit the doctor and get some medication .

Now fifth day of the week , my 3rd semester just began , and i am having bad cough . seriously like TB only luckily no blood coming out .. but i cough n cough i think blood sure would come out . Haizz ( sigh) hope dun end up like the last time i cough and vomit ended up in hospital cause of low pressure ....

I feel dizzy and weak , and i am unable 2 stop my cough ... all my phlegm stuck in my chest . Oh how am i gonna be well . i don;t want 2 be sick , i want 2 be well :( sad sad

Holidays and past

Hello , i am back again ... after 1 month i guess

i guess most people are wandering what i did during my holidays .. well nothing much except sit in front of the Computer playing the NEW SIMS2 well not that new.... yep finally i can play after 2 years of buying and keeping them in some dusty old box. The first time i bought , i couldn't use because my laptop couldn't load them ... and i thought that the CD i bought was not good , since it couldn't auto play and i bought another set , which to my surprise that one also cannot play. Now what am i going to do with 2 set of sim2 games , and i can't play ..simple some people would throw them away or go exchange , i just put in a box with all the other old treasure i like keeping or stashing at some dark and lonely place. But guess what this holiday i finally could play them , because i exchange the 3rd CD from set 1 to set 2 , and presto i cud play the game i love. Smart right .. he he he

I still prefer the old Sims then the new one , cause the old one got more choice of furniture to choose and play with . The new Sims only comes with little choice of items because its in 3d form. Remember when we were young , our parents bought us games , one of it was Lego set. I still can remember the first time i got my Lego set, for my birthday i guess when i was 5 or 6 years old. I used to love building houses with my Lego set . After years pass, when i was 15 i still use to build houses with the Lego block when i was bored unfortunately a lot of missing block remain missing. Now the brand is vanishing in Malaysia , because a lot of other games are coming up , and one of it are P games. My first PC game was SIMS, or was it SIM CITY. Well both was interesting game to me , i played and played until my motherboard was fried or so to say . Well what do u expect , i was addicted to that game , played 24-7 or so , sure KABOOOOOOM!! . Now playing SIMS2 reminds me of the past. But it has its advantages compare to Sims . you can customize how your character look like ... cool