asilem

2008-04-19T07:47:00.000-07:00

December Outing

2008-01-26T07:17:00.000-08:00

Christmas caroling and Christmas party pictures

Mid Valley Outing

Here are some picture from my outing at Mid valley with Mary and Eugene in December

Christmas at Mid Valleys

2008-01-26T06:26:00.001-08:00

Hey ya , i am back with updates , well more on old updates

Here are some Christmas pictures i took at Mid Valley

Cartoony

2007-09-26T10:30:00.000-07:00

My Name ...

2007-09-07T06:45:00.000-07:00

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Try it Your self :P

A: DROP DEAD GORGEOUS
B: Loves to make people laugh
C: Really easy to fall in love with
D: Is a great dancer
E: Beautiful eyes
F: People wild and crazy adore you
G: Dont let people tell you what to do
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: love to laugh
J: Easy to have fun with
K: Really silly
L: One of the most romantic people you
know
M: Makes dating fun
N: good bf/gf
0: Really easy to fall in love with
P: Popular with all types of people
Q: A hypocrite
R: Can kick your butt
S: Lives life for fun
T: Great Friend
U: Gets blamed for everything
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded
X: Never let people tell you what to do
Y: Loved by everybody
Z: Lives life for fun

What your name spells out , i done mi

Ratatouille ... is it a french cuisine or is it just a name of some animal ?

2007-09-05T10:24:00.000-07:00

Ratatouille Ratatouille

oH where did you orginated
Ratatouille very french are you not
Ratatouille i wander how do you taste and smell
or how do you feel
with you smooth and silky fur
with that so long tail
are you a food or an animal i wander

Courtesy of IMdb

Remy is a rat, constantly risking life in an expensive French restaurant because of his love of good food, as well as a desire to become a chef. Yet, obviously, this is a rather tough dream for a rat. But opportunity knocks when a young boy, who desperately needs to keep his job at the restaurant, despite his lack of cooking abilities, discovers and partners the young Remy. Its up to the two of them to avoid the insane head chef, bring the rest of Remy's family up to his standards, win his partner a girl, and, of course, produce the finest Ratatouille in all of France

CARE CLUB ICE BREAKING !!!

2007-08-29T00:06:00.001-07:00

Hey i am back again , after a long break . My semester is already in week 10 , getting closer to the end of the semester , loads of assignment , quizzes , midterms , society events , personal errands to be settle.

On the 27 August 2007 , we had our first AGM + ice breaking from the care club . Well as the Project Director of the ice breaking games planned during that night , i think its wise to say it was a success even if we had few errors or mistake that happen. Overall the attendance of the members were alright at least people came , must be positive. Well as the person in charge of the flow of the activities that night i invented a special treasure hunt taken from the amazing race concept , station roadblock challenge and flags , u name it all type of ranging from simple to the hardest were thrown at the participant. Event if the night was raining , i am pretty amaze with the participant who had their heart set in playing the game and winning . very energetic student running around the campus, everyone was laughing and enjoying them self , thats whats important , to break the barrier between the participant , team work and laughter being heard.

Overall the event was a success , and i thank you all for being a care club member , you guys rock at the same time being caring to others ..lol

High committee and the participant
Care Club high committee 2007/2008

You are an INFP ...What the heck does that mean ?

2007-08-13T03:37:00.001-07:00

You Are An INFP

The Idealist

You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.

Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.

It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.

But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards.

You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings.

At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values.

You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak

What's Your Personality Type?

What am I ?

2007-08-13T03:17:00.000-07:00

What Your Latte Says About You

You are very decadent in all aspects of your life. You never scale back, and you always live large.

You are a very frivolous person. You don't take anything too seriously. Why should you?

Intense and energetic, you aren't completely happy unless you are bouncing off the walls.

You're addicted to caffeine. There's no denying it.

You are a child at heart, and you don't ever miss the opportunity to do something playful.

You are sophisticated and daring, but you are never snobby.

What Does Your Latte Say About You?

F4

2007-07-21T12:46:00.000-07:00

FANTASTIC 4 : RISE OF THE SILVER SURFER

Synopsis from : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fantastic_Four:_Rise_of_the_Silver_Surfer

""The credits cut back to a shot of the Silver Surfer's seemingly lifeless body floating through space. Just as he drifts off the edge of the screen his eyes open and his board races towards him." is there another F4 coming soon ?????

My review

Well since everybody was shouting out loud (in their mind) that the movie wasn't that good, i decided to watch and judge myself. I would certainly agree with them that the movie was not good , not to sound harsh , some part was good and some part was silly . The movie doesn't give that certain edgy feeling to even how great the CG graphic of the Torch and Silver' surfer are. The proportion of the script wasn't that equal , performance wise , Jessica Alba can do better that what has been dished out. But i also notice that the movie has a lot of cuts , suspended in air type of movie . Doesn't feel like a full 2 hour action pack of movie , Cut through was not that satisfying , wander what went through the director and editor mind when they decided to cut the shots that we have not seen . I am sure there would be a sequel to the movie after all the silver surfer was drifting in space.

Odd but nevertheless the movie was ok ok !

TRANSFORMERS

2007-07-07T19:07:00.000-07:00

TO PROTECT & DESTROY ... Transformer

with everyone bragging about how great was transformer , i couldn't really take another step without wanting to watch it myself

Everyone i met in my circle of friends ... Transformer this and Transformer that ...
Stop stop i can't take another input anymore i also wanted to watch this movie but if i go i would be going by myself .I hate watching alone

Until that moment where two of my house mate ask me if i want to follow them to mid valley for a movie . Obviously my reply would be " When , what time " He he he excited. So it was decided that we leave after Win's class was over. On that day itself i was totally screwed i forgot to withdraw some cash for that day , i was left with RM3 and some lose change that i have hidden in my coin purse. We took the bus to Putrajaya ERL station , from they change bus headed down to KTM Serdang station , and then straight stop to Mid Valley shopping complex.It was a long journey , Win's was angry about the route those bus took , Sue drifted to la la land ( sleep) , and me i was mad about losing my patience about the route . Darn can't those bus company have special bus to make its round at Putrajaya and Buses that goes straight to the destiny on time . Like they say in malay " pusing pusing , sampai bila pun tak tiba !"

Well at least we arrived in one piece at Mid Valley , First stop was at the GCS( cinema ) to buy our ticket. The queue was long, a lot of people , a lot of couple's
we we suppose to buy the 3pm show , unfortunately for the queue was long , by they time Sue and Win arrive at the counter , the ticket was sold out ( i think) . While they were helping to get the ticket i was searching for an ATM machine to withdraw. Win was suppose to get back to her hometown by 5pm .Because of that she couldn't watch with us , so Sue got a ticket for me and her for the 5pm show.

Since we had two hours 2 kill. Best we go and have our lunch , i was starving didn't had any breakfast since morning .Pizza Hut.. such a long time never had pizza and such a bad day cause the service was extra horrible .

5pm show time , we manage to get in at 5.15 just in time for the movie

and the rest u know ..

awesomely cool , heroically challenge, havoc fighting scene , mega brutal fire arms and speed. The auto bots i am in full support of you ..especially bumblebee the guardian ... just love him .

WOMEN

2007-05-07T05:30:00.000-07:00

Interesting fact i came across in my mail box .

FINE
This is the word women use to end an
argument when they are right and you
need to shut up.

FIVE MINUTES
If she is getting dressed, this is
half an hour. Five minutes is only
five minutes if you have just been
given 5 more minutes to watch the game
before helping around the house.

NOTHING
This is the calm before the storm.
This means "something," and you should
be on your toes. Arguments that begin
with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine"

GO AHEAD
This is a dare, not permission. Don't
do it.

LOUD SIGH
This is not actually a word, but is a
non-verbal statement often
misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh"
means she thinks you are an idiot and
wonders why she is wasting her time
standing here and arguing with you
over "Nothing"

THAT'S OKAY
This is one of the most dangerous
statements that a woman can make to a
man. "That's Okay" means that she
wants to think long and hard before
deciding how and when you will pay for
your mistake.

THANKS
A woman is thanking you. Do not
question it or faint. Just say you're
welcome.

WHATEVER
It's a woman's way of saying *!#@ YOU!

i think it make sense about 60% hahahah.

The Many faces of me

2007-05-06T18:13:00.000-07:00

Feeling Lost & Feeling all alone

2007-05-06T10:21:00.000-07:00

Have you ever felt that your lost in this world , i feel the same way now , lost and can't find my direction in my life , I keep asking question why i am here , what purpose i was brought into this world. Until now the truth have not been unfolded for me. I feel like my eyes have been blind folded taking every step with fear that one day i might fall down or get hurt by people whom i trust .

GALLOPING AROUND WHER?

2007-05-04T12:04:00.000-07:00

Wait , we ain't horses to go galloping around .....nehehehhe

" HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BIRTHDAY BABIES IN MAY "

Dearest Winnie & Hooi ting ............ Happy Befday

Horses, stallions get ready , were gonna march down the birthday party or food road...

You know where this time around where we celebrated ? STEAMBOAT FOOD BUFFET STYLE at somewhere in sunway pyramid area. I am guessing that whenever you view my blog all you can see is food ... you know the group i hang out now , are all food lovers , and i am truly lucky to tag along ,everyday is like a treasure hunt for me .hahah

DISSAPOINTED that i am gonna waste by holidays doing nothing now

2007-05-04T11:37:00.000-07:00

well i shall talk about my adventure another post now i wanna complain

OK updates updates , you know i think my blog has become a ghost blog again , never update so long .... totally nooooooooooo mood i tell ya.. NO MOOD MO MOOOD MI mooooood

where did all my mood disappear to ? where i ask , where i say to the back alley of my brain i reply back to my question . Ho rhetorical question you ask , i say no just rambles of a old mind playing games with words that dun really make sense to her

When i write i write too long and people who are viewing say its too damn LONG , LENGTHY , TEXT'ING MATERIAL . when i decide not 2 write , they asked WHY THE HECK YOU NEVER WRITE ( NOT that anyone really say so , over acting here i guess , wanna become More drama queen material)

Well i actually so very disappointed that my name wasn't included in the OC . Here i was making up plans for the holiday to do something productive being an OC and such . Unfortunately my plan backfired me ....arr all those precious days gonna be wasted now , i want to do something during holiday , and no one think that i was eligible to even be a OC BUMMER I SAY REAL BUMMER AND NOT FAIR . i suspect must be my Cgpa that pulled me down tumbling way below. My mates are so lucky they got but me never get .( Am i allowed to cry here?) ...give me a brief silent for me to be sad ..........***********

Ah well life goes on , but it really makes me wander how the OC recruitment was conducted and base on what the candidate was selected. Some one please enlighten me with some news of how the process work . Just because my Cgpa was below 3.0 ? or was it my attitude which wasn't the one they were looking in an OC . Ah crap here i go complaining when nothing can be solve . I guess i need to go find some productive work to do ... anyone know any courses offered during the break for free... i really do want to learn some soft skills

by the way i am happy that 2 presentation that i presented today when on well , considering that i never really prepared for them ...woohooooo .. thank u thank u ( i hear claps) DRAMA QUEEN

Updates

2007-04-16T02:22:00.000-07:00

actually i am really lazy to updates since not many people who comes across my blogs.

12th April

it all started that day, what a buzy day i must say . I was suppose 2 go some color papers to print out the numbering of table for the event next day , hence i left the room early walk to the bookshop and was picking n paying my stuff when all of a sudden someone called me . Who was it? one of my lecturer la informing me alot of details .She also added that she needed my help to post up message informing the class that the presentation would be conducted on FRIDAY since everyone agree. Unfortunately she didn't reliased that another group actually approach her that they would like to present on THURSDAY . What a mess miscommunication error . So since the time was near to 12pm for my next class , i walk to the room then on the opposite side i notice my course mates , almost everyone was there waiting 2 present their work , and the lecture was not there..so i had 2 pass the message to them , Boy they were mad , unhappy but they had no choice but 2 present on Friday . Bummer !! When i entered into the next class .. got another surprice LECTURER didn't show up :(whats happening today i wander lecturer no turn up day ke? On top of that i had 2 rush up and down finding an empty PC to help convey the message regarding the presentation . WHOOOOO, finally completed and time was ticking away , 1pm "ding" suppose 2 take a bus 2 KL . Walk to the bus stop waited to board the bus to ERL station from there i took the erl ride to sentral , and walk to the hair salon my mum always go to . Had 2 do my hair , on top of that when Karen was doing my hair i was fallowing asleep ..hahah imagine that ppl doing rebonding , holding the hair thongs and trying 2 curl my hair i was fast asleep. I didn't even reliazed the time passing so fast compared to the last time she did when i was fully awake . Oh yeah forgot to mention it was rainig heavily , at one point when the ladies where strightening my hair with the thong , ladies as in 2 ppl one on right side and left ... Suddenly thunder storm , lighting and "poff" no electricity ...alamak

but around 6pm the ladies wrap up their work , my hair was straight and i felt confidence about how i look . Since the evening has not ended i decided to go on shopping spree at sungai wang then return back to my house. Oh yeah when i got back to my hostel finally i was buzy settling my doll house project , when i done glueing i rush to teck fann house to finish with the interior design of the room that i was doing . I think i return back to the hostel aorund 2am GOSH SO LATE and all alone summore scary and lonely walk . When i got back i didn't even sleep , had the Mumbo Jambo task to be done that i had not completed , so while watching NINJA TURTLE cg cartoon which i must gud work , i cut and tied the tag and string together , printed out the number , pack my clothes for the next day , clean the room and jump into bed with a bad toothache that didn't let me sleep well and that was about 6am

COMING SOON !!!

2007-04-14T00:13:00.001-07:00

Mumbo Jambo Nite

Coming soon , all i can say now is i had a blast time , once i have collected the picture i post them here ..so relax to all the buzy bodies haha

Here is A teaser of me and my roomie (sue win)

Truth to Be told

2007-04-03T08:21:00.000-07:00

long time never write ... i guess i am suffering from this disorder of having writer block.
i am unable to type , unable to voice out the event thats has been happening around me .

i am stuck in this world , where assignment , studies and activities matter
i feel like there is no escape from this never ending task
one minute i am free and the other minute i am busy
i cannot complain because i have brought it to me ,
and yet i still wish to sit back and relax , sleep , hang out with my friend , watch anime
i am truly amazed with my ability of finding certain time to just sit back and relax despite all the hectic work thats needs to be done. But i have the feeling that soon or later with all the death line coming up one after one , i guess i won't be able to relax anymore . After the mumbo jambo event i think i am gonna stick my head into studying since exam is around the corner .

The cries of a student ....

what a tension week its gonna be

2007-03-12T16:48:00.000-07:00

arghhhhhhhh argh !!

got so many stuff 2 do ... so little time
:(( feel want 2 cry ...
feel like not doing

but cannot cannot ... have 2 do ...

KOREAN BBQ CELEBRATION

2007-03-10T03:20:00.000-08:00

THE BIRTHDAY GALS

Me and Min Min

The Food

The Place

Daorae Korean BBQ Restaurant
8C, Top Speed Business Center
Jalan USJ 10/1J
Taipan Triangle
47620 UEP Subang Jaya

We arrived at the restaurant at 9.45pm and depart at 11 sumthing pm . why we were there ? , well its because the geng was so kind to celebrate my birthday and min min's birthday too. Its their way of saying Happy birthday , this is your present. Thanks guys , i enjoyed the time and food we eat , its was different experience all together ,getting all those side dish , sorry i couldn't eat all those food , i get full to fast. Ialso enjoyed watching the chef being kiasu and curious about everything ...hilarious la ! what a friendly Korean chef and what a massive dish collection ..so many dishes so many things to eat , so many plates ..so many refills , Kimchi also got 2 types .. i was in aww!! state . Never seen so many colors in my life all prepared on a table .. is this how Korean people enjoy their food ??

i am into so many stuff today hahah

The Geng

WINNIE , THE CHEF , MIN MIN , ME (ASILEM,) ,TECK FANN, JOANNE , VOON LEE , & HOOI TING

were missing one member of the geng , she went back to her hometown sob sob** miss ya neko sue

Look At The Table ..wow!

see how delicious the food if ..oh yeah i was enjoying the soup thats why the spoon was in my mouth haha ha

were having fun , all smiles and love surrounded by friends

and for desert we were serve Watermelon!!

Friends thanks again for spending me and min min as our birthday gifts

OOOOOO on the grave and under

2007-03-06T15:30:00.000-08:00

Hmmm ...wat 2 write ah ?

Over the grave , under the grave
Both feels the same , DOOMS DAY
i feel the wind blowing up on me ,
pushing me away from my destiny
obstacle keep getting more then less .

I can't jump over it , take a U-turn , or even cross side ways
They come in high and low walls ,
thick and thin
some easier 2 get thru and some difficult
the only rule is not to run away from these obstacle
coz if you do , it would keep on growing upwards

Morning i am buzy with class ,
at night i am pack with activities
no time for romance
no time for day dreaming
i feel that my time has been stretch longer
making me repeat time again after again

can't sleep without running thru the days event
can't wake up without leaving those dreamy wonderland
can't love if there is no trust
can't dance if there is no passion
can't study if there is no understanding
can't do anything if i don't have confidence in myself ...

Where is my savior
where is my knight in silver Armour
riding along with a great black stallion
may appear real in my dream
but in reality i can't seem to find that person
who is supposedly riding a crappy bicycle

Friends would be there always
Love is there up and down
trust would be there if you never caught
riddles keep appearing in your life cycle
with no solution

at the end of the day your caught up with a lot of work
no solution
no pain
no gain
just a hell load of works to be done with a dateline

What i did on my Birthday 2nd march and Yes i am 23 not 21 or 30

2007-03-03T10:52:00.001-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME .... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

Well i wanted to put some picture .. but too bad again i dun have pictures to show ( notes to myself need to invest on a digital camera as fast as i can )

What i did in the morning wasn't much about myself , so i'll cut to the chaste .

Well all turn out to be well enough i guess , had a nice time but i am sad that didn't turn out to be what i expected well you know ( THE GENG MEMBER's all wasn't present , kinda disappointed really , but hey what to do they got stuff to do, matter to settle etc ) i guess i get over it soon. As soon you guys treat me as a whole members , want enjoy hanging out together with all of you guys la !

Oh right , back to the topic of the evening , after class , me, sue win , teck fann and voon lee , drove to midvalley ... really stuck in jam at that time , teck fann was yawning away ... too tired i guess the journey was long , i was almost falling asleep with all the jammed up higway , and cars on right and left hiaz.......

Well we reach to midvalley finally , the first thing we did was go find food ... damn hungry already . Decided to eat at sushi king , the last time i ever eaten at that joint was 1997 i think , with my secondary school mates . Do you know two plates of sushi really is fulling , ooooooo i still can taste them in my mouth , want to go again this time spend my mum.

Seriously i guess thats the only day i was on shopping spree without my mum , i am getting a hang of this shopping and window shopping from my friends ( kaki shopper) haha ... usually i hate shopping , only go when its really necessary i guess , now its like entertainment , what can i save money to buy later on ... and what design is in the market . I guess i still have a long way to go . Don't get me started on what i bought , a bandanna , a blue stone bracelet to match my earrings , some colorful Giordano shirt ( almost have about 12 colors i think ) , a book for assignment ( book review) and starbuck drink ( java smoothies ) ahhhhhhh quenches my thirst for strong java chip coffee yummy . Well of course i had two Guardian angel saying and warning me not to drink them ... heheh u know me i already sick 3 weeks i need something new , need to be naughty ... so i bought it :P sorry guys i really wanted something to drink , since you guys ask me to postponed the chocolate cake , next choice was that .

After joy riding in Midvalley we decided to stop at Teck Fann's house , her mum was nice and warm person . And i also got another surprise ... whoa brace yourself ..her room is fill with JPOP singer poster , here there luckily not yet pasted on the celling la :P , but got one guy i find cute .
Alot of japanese and korean related stuff i would say , if my room is fill with junk hers is fill with Oriental treasures.

Oh YEAH! ... have to mention this one also ... when we were coming back to Cyberjaya , along the way damn about 10 to 12 BMW convey cars escorted by a police car was cruising the road at nite . Damn we thought they were VIP , how fast they were driving , and never giving space for us to cut in . Then as we were about to pass HSBC ... those cars took a turn to PADI/OLD TOWN .... we were like oooooooooo whats happening , already pass the traffic light , 4 of us all KIAsu , took a U-turn and went to PADI ..seriously we did , we aren't proud of it ..but we did went back there to check whats the commotion haha... nothing at all , just all the BMW with fantastic colors Park in line , wandered if it was someone important VIP konon , just a bunch of rich buggers parading their cars because their to damn proud.What a waste being kiasu on that day right ...hahahah

A day well spend right .. thanx you guys for spending it with me on my birthday .

SPCA - DOG & CAT UP FOR ADOPTION

2007-03-03T10:46:00.000-08:00

here comes the fever for cute animals , wish i could adopt a pet but unfortunately i don't own a suitable place for them , and love them. I hope in the future i can adopt some pets .

Guys if you have a nice place and a big warm heart to share your love adopt this adorable pets from SPCA Selangor.

ZODIAC CENTRE ?

2007-03-01T11:38:00.000-08:00

What "Tree" Are You?

OK, this isn't exactly "Chinese" astrology, but it makes a nice change, and besides, whoever would have thought that each of us represented a species of tree ???

i am classified as a

Weeping Willow, the Melancholy (March 1 to March 10, Sep. 3 to Sep. 12)
Beautiful but full of melancholy, attractive, very empathic, loves anything beautiful and tasteful, loves to travel, dreamer, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with, demanding, good intuition, suffers in love but finds sometimes an anchoring partner.

source: http://www.wofs.com/index.php?option=com_content&Itemid=40&task=view&id=107

What Tarot Card are You?

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Wish i had more on this crazy stuff ..till next time , have fun

The day that i was born

2007-03-01T06:28:00.000-08:00

A Lot has happen since year 2005 the year i was 21st . MY god i can't believe i am 23 already ... but i guess i still look older then 23 . Well wanted to share some pictures of my 21st birthday party , the decoration i design and did myself ... and the cake ..that one i didn't do myself , my aunt made for me. Normally my birthday gets often forgotten by my family members themselves except for my parents . I still remember the first time i got a dozen of red roses for my birthday , my parent had it delivered to Melaka when i was studying there, Was the sweetest and amazing thing i ever got , that time my friend bought a cake and celebrated in the class , and my close friend bought me a teddy bear ( also the first time ever getting one ) . Last year i started studying in Cyberjaya , i meet a bunch of new friend , they bought me a web cam as a birthday present , i was so happy , thank you guys for being my friend and celebrating my birthday with me , i usually never celebrated my birthday ever since i was 13 , limited to small cake and eating fast food on that day , never much invited people .. except for my 21st birthday party , that one also not many people came since it was last minute and they had other better things to do. Well , i am 23 now i am not getting younger of course , getting older , getting more knowledge, understanding life better compared when i was younger. I wish everything is gonna turn out well for me this year and thank you again for those who going to wish me ... much appreciated you guys being there for me always ... and i am sorry if i have hurt you guys in any way ... thank you again .... and i am still craving for chocolate cakes ...

CRAVING FOR CAKES !!!!!

2007-02-27T22:32:00.000-08:00

damn .... i want to eat chocolate cake , craving for them is getting worst .... arghhhhhhhhh!

SICK SICK SICK

2007-02-25T07:05:00.000-08:00

When am i gonna be free from this misery ???

sick sick sick ... you know how many times i have visited ASSUNTA HOSPITAL ... how much of money going out because of my sickness. 2 weeks been sick , fever , flu , phlegm ..etc none stop ... never ending . I got sick again , and i went to the hospital last Friday. 12am close to a Saturday i guess. my temperature was 39.8 c. High fever , doctor scolded me saying " you want to fry your brain or what , why never take panadol to lower the fever" . All i could do was smile and node my head.

They even took my blood to check if i had dengue or sum thing . Thank heaven after waiting for atleast 2 hrs the verdict was negative. They send me home with some medicine which i took , unfortunately my sickness was getting bad, i had no appetite to eat , what ever i eat i vomited out, and i can't even have a decent night sleep without coughing out what ever thats was stuck in my chest. I decided to come back to the hostel sooner , but alas i thought i was getting well ,since i revisited the hospital to get another dose of medicine , unfortunately i got sick again , this time it was worst i can't even take any medication since i didn't had a decent meal. And so i revisited again the hospital yesterday , the doctor gave me 2 injection filled with some liquid to help me get back my appetite back,and stop the vomiting its not fair , i lost 3 kg in 3 weeks , never eat properly even if i was starving , since i was scared that i would vomit it out . Now , Sunday feeling much better but my stomach is still giving problem , cerit -berit purging or so they called it . Haiz suppose to enjoy the CNY properly and here i am having trouble keeping myself healthy ...what am i suppose to do ... i need help........

On the groove to city life

2007-02-14T18:37:00.000-08:00

It was all decided last minute ...

My darling PC was having minor problem , and it freak me out since my roommate recently formatted her PC due to virus attack , i was scared that mine would also act funny , since its been awhile it has not showed any sign. If the PC was to suffer such attack , all my data , details ,anime and movie collection would have vanished into thin air , since i only have one drive and all the details are in that one place ... so as u can see its gonna be a major heck of trouble if my PC really was under attack.

Hence the haste decision , of going to Low Yat to buy CD's , DVD's and printer ink since i was out of those stuff . I inform my friend and asked her if she wanted to follow me to Town , hearing our plan , my roommate was excited herself that she wanted to follow us . So the plan was set in the afternoon or so to say , after our class we shall depart . We waited for the bus and headed to Putrajaya terminal , there we boarded E1 bus to Kuala Lumpur , which stopped at KL Sentral , and we took the monorail to Times Square.

We roamed around Low Yat for about 2 hrs , my budget also "lari"i think , since i bought so many stuff . After that since we all were hungry we stop at SWENSON , yummy the food we ordered " SALMON BAKED RICE WITH CHEESE " was superb , and The "Earthquake ice cream " ahhhhhh was a heaven , we had 8 flavored of ice cream scoop , it was delicious with the smoke from the Dry ice overflowing on top .oooooooo.. wish i had a camera tat time .

Well after finishing our appetizing dinner , it was time to head back home , we waited at the monorail station , but the train that was headed back to Sentral was fulled , so i said why don't we hop on the other side train and head to Titiwangsa instead , at least we can get a place to sit went the train passes back to Time Square and to Sentral . So we quick rush to the other side of the platform and hop in the train . We were lucky since the train was not packed , so we sat in the train and enjoyed the journey ,of the nite life of Kuala Lumpur , we also managed to catch a glimpse of the Eye of Malaysia , it was so small from were we sat . Finally we reach to Brickfields were KL Sentral is located , we looked high and low for our bus back home ( Cyberjaya) and finally managed to spot it , we boarded and the bus only left at 10pm , we reach back to Cyberjaya before 11pm. Everyone was so tired that we dozed off in the bus itself . But the journey and the enjoyment that we had , was memorable and we were tired of all the working .

A Day trip to Melaka MMU campus

2007-02-10T20:38:00.000-08:00

I now finally have buried the past for a life time , after having problem with a person .My main purpose of going to Melaka was handing back something i no longer should hold dearly too... the whole cycle was like washing away the ashes in the Ganges river , the past washed away so the future would stay bright . I feel at peace now , that i am able to move on and i hope that person to can move on .

Apart from the main purpose , i also had a secondary purpose ... supporting my close friends who were participating in a Wushu competition. Though the Cyberjaya team didn't manage to get any placing because of hard competitive nature with 6 other campus , but i am sure they have gain valuable experience and memory along the road of learning.

We departed at 6.45 or close to 7.15am as recalled , i didn't manage to sleep , since i when for a walk with a friend around campus . When i finally came back to the room it was 2am , i was scared to sleep afraid that i won't wake up in time, so i decided to watch " Goong" the korean drama a heart warming and romantic drama i must add. I got ready and headed to the meeting place at 6am but before that i stopped at Voon lee's place. I slept during the journey to Melaka, when i got down the bus in MMU campus , my thoughts drifted away thinking all those bad and good memories i had , my heart was beating fast , and i was hoping that no one i knew would bump into me .

As i was waiting for another friend to past certain things to , i sat in the hall where the event was held , i was glad to witness the test trial , where all the competitor did or practice their moved on the carpet . I was impress at guy from TARC . His move was awesome , he was light , fast and he manage to land on his footing when he did he swirled . I never seen it before , it reminded me of gymnastic sport and also the hip hop or break dance moved.

I witness a lot of interesting moved done by one person after another ... some moved was accompanied by music and some was not . i have to admit that i dozed off , during the competition since i was sleepy ... and along the way i got bored ,since the whole event was a drag , i only enjoyed seeing the Cyberjaya Wushu team doing their moved . Since that was what i expected and wanted to see the most. Watching my friend compete after so many training they attended. I wanted to watch my friends in action and i did , i am grateful for that . Along my journey i meet new people who i enjoyed speaking to , the most memorable thing that happen that day i would say the dining experience at a place call Heritage . The food was delicious and i had a great time with many companions . The members of Wushu clubs were friendly and nice to hang out with.

Thought to ponder upon !

2007-02-09T03:34:00.000-08:00

STRANGE ISN'T IT

Isn't it strange how a 20 dollar bill
seems like such a large
amount when
you donate it to church, but
such a small amount
when you go shopping?

Isn't it strange how 2 hours seem so long when
you're at church, and how
short they seem when you're
watching a good movie?

Isn't it strange that you can't
find a word to say when
you're praying,
but you have no trouble
thinking what to talk about
with a friend?

Isn't it strange how difficult
and boring it is to read
one chapter
of the Bible, but how easy
it is to read 100 pages of
a popular novel or ZANE GREY book?

Isn't it strange how everyone
wants front-row-tickets
to concerts or
games, but they do whatever
is possible to sit at the last
row in Church?

Isn't it strange how we need to
know about an event for
Church 2-3
weeks before the day so we can
include it in our agenda, but we can
adjust it for other events in
the last minute?

Isn't it strange how difficult it
is to learn a fact about God to share it
with others, but how easy
it is to learn, understand,
extend and repeat gossip?

Isn't it strange how we
believe everything
that magazines and newspapers
say, but we question the words in the
Bible?

Isn't it strange how everyone
wants a place in
heaven, but they don't want
to believe, do, or say anything
to get there?

Isn't it strange how we send
jokes in e-mails
and they are forwarded
right away,
but when we are going to send
messages about God, we think
about it twice before we share
it with others?

Now that you've read this message, forward it to anybody that you consider a friend, family member or foe(enemy).
If you don't do it not only you will deprive yourself from being blessed, but you will also do that to others who may need God in their life.

Sadly i dun believe in this sort of sending and forwarding to people , if you don't your life would be empty less, not blessed or cursed etc . By meaning i am not blessed just because i have to send this words to people , i rather take the risk ,because i don't believe God picks those who obey them and blessed , for me GOD loves everyone equally as long they try their best to be good.

DREAMGIRLS

2007-02-04T08:41:00.000-08:00

Based on the 1981 Broadway musical comes Dreamgirls, a story of greed, tough hate, and romance. Three young women Deena Jones (Knowles), Effie White (Hudson), and Lorrell Robinson (Rose) desire to become pop stars and get their wish when they're picked to be backup singers for the legendary James "Thunder" Early (Murphy). Then they're set free for leads, but Curtis Taylor (Foxx) and Effie's brother C.C. (Robinson) decide for Deena to be lead which upsets Effie. This movie contains both original Broadway and new songs and it's one movie that the whole family will enjoy! With Beyonce Knowles, Jennifer Hudson, Anika Noni Rose, Eddie Murphy, Jamie Foxx, Keith Robinson, and Danny Glover!

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0443489/plotsummary

MUST WATCH !! ...RECOMMENDED FOR THOSE WHO LOVES SOUL MUSIC....

p.s ... i am in love with Jennifer Hudson voice , so strong and mystic and full with soul ...
i didn't know Eddie Murphy could sing , and Beyonce lovely as always

Always Believe that your beautiful

2007-02-02T19:55:00.000-08:00

Don't look at me

Everyday is so wonderful

Then suddenly, it's hard to breathe

Now and then, i get insecure

From all the pain, i'm so ashamed

But I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down,
Oh no, so don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The pieces gone, left the puzzle undone
Is that the way it is

Cause’ you are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can’t bring you down
Cause’ you are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can’t bring you down
Oh no, so don't you bring me down today

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what we say
(no matter what we say)
We’re the song inside the tune
Full of beautiful mistakes

And everywhere we go
( and everywhere we go)
The sun will always shine
(the sun will always, always)
But tomorrow will find a way
And tomorrow we might awake
on the other side
(on the other side....)

Cause’ we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down
Oh no, so don't you bring me down today

Oh yeah don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today

Down to earth , down with bad cough!

2007-02-02T19:36:00.000-08:00

I feel weak ....

still have not recovered from my illness , my cough has gotten bad day after day , been vomiting out what ever i eat or consume. It leaves my stomach feeling empty most of the time , fill with air bubbles i think ... sigh suppose the phlegm is that one suppose 2 come out if i cough or vomit , but what ever thats left in my stomach comes out also .. wander how the body system works actually...

I feel bad !!! unable 2 sleep and also make other people susah with this cough ...haiyoo when am i ever gonna get better . Go doctor take medicine also dun wanna cure what can i do . Anyone got idea how 2 cure bad cough ... my throat feels the pain i feel like operating myself and getting rid of this problem ....

I AM SICK !

2007-02-01T20:18:00.000-08:00

sick sick sick ....

when would this torture end la ? ?
First day was feeling good, and then came second day worst got fever , flu , cough , sore throat attack all at once , normally i dun go to clinic , but couldn't stand already . Had to visit the doctor and get some medication .

Now fifth day of the week , my 3rd semester just began , and i am having bad cough . seriously like TB only luckily no blood coming out .. but i cough n cough i think blood sure would come out . Haizz ( sigh) hope dun end up like the last time i cough and vomit ended up in hospital cause of low pressure ....

I feel dizzy and weak , and i am unable 2 stop my cough ... all my phlegm stuck in my chest . Oh how am i gonna be well . i don;t want 2 be sick , i want 2 be well :( sad sad

Holidays and past

2007-02-01T14:51:00.000-08:00

Hello , i am back again ... after 1 month i guess

i guess most people are wandering what i did during my holidays .. well nothing much except sit in front of the Computer playing the NEW SIMS2 well not that new.... yep finally i can play after 2 years of buying and keeping them in some dusty old box. The first time i bought , i couldn't use because my laptop couldn't load them ... and i thought that the CD i bought was not good , since it couldn't auto play and i bought another set , which to my surprise that one also cannot play. Now what am i going to do with 2 set of sim2 games , and i can't play ..simple some people would throw them away or go exchange , i just put in a box with all the other old treasure i like keeping or stashing at some dark and lonely place. But guess what this holiday i finally could play them , because i exchange the 3rd CD from set 1 to set 2 , and presto i cud play the game i love. Smart right .. he he he

I still prefer the old Sims then the new one , cause the old one got more choice of furniture to choose and play with . The new Sims only comes with little choice of items because its in 3d form. Remember when we were young , our parents bought us games , one of it was Lego set. I still can remember the first time i got my Lego set, for my birthday i guess when i was 5 or 6 years old. I used to love building houses with my Lego set . After years pass, when i was 15 i still use to build houses with the Lego block when i was bored unfortunately a lot of missing block remain missing. Now the brand is vanishing in Malaysia , because a lot of other games are coming up , and one of it are P games. My first PC game was SIMS, or was it SIM CITY. Well both was interesting game to me , i played and played until my motherboard was fried or so to say . Well what do u expect , i was addicted to that game , played 24-7 or so , sure KABOOOOOOM!! . Now playing SIMS2 reminds me of the past. But it has its advantages compare to Sims . you can customize how your character look like ... cool

Barenaked Ladies - Elf's Lament

2006-12-19T01:40:00.000-08:00

I'm a man of reason, and they say "'tis the season to be jolly"
But it's folly when you volley for position

Never in existence has there been such a resistance
To ideas meant to free us
If you could see us, then you'd listen

Toiling through the ages, making toys on garnished wages There's no union
We're only through when we outdo the competition

I make toys, but I've got aspirations
Make some noise
Use your imagination
Girls and boys, before you wish for what you wish for
There's a list for who's been
Naughty or nice, but consider the price to an elf

A full indentured servitude can reflect on one's attitude
But that silly red hat just makes the fat man look outrageous

Absurd though it may seem, you know, I've heard there's even
been illegal doping
And though we're coping, I just hope it's not contagious

You try to start a movement, and you think you see
improvement
But when thrown into the moment, we just don't seem so
courageous

I make toys, but I've got aspirations
Make some noise
Use your imagination
Girls and boys, before you wish for what you wish for
There's a list for who's been
Naughty or nice, but consider the price to an elf

You look at yourself
You're an elf
And the shelf is just filled with disappointing memories
Trends come and go, and your friends wanna know why you
aren't just happy making
Crappy little gizmos
Every kid knows they'll just throw this stuff away

We're used to repetition, so we drew up a petition
We, the undersigned, feel undermined
Let's redefine "employment"

We know that we've got leverage, so we'll hand the fat man a
beverage
And sit back while we attack the utter lack of our enjoyment

It may be tough to swallow, but our threats are far from hollow
He may thunder, but if he blunders, he may wonder where the
toys went

I make toys, but I've got aspirations
Make some noise
Use your imagination
Girls and boys, before you wish for what you wish for
There's a list for who's been
Naughty or nice, but consider the price
Naughty or nice, but consider the price
Naughty or nice, but consider the price to an elf

Do you think ur brainy ? or beautiful ?

2006-12-18T01:15:00.000-08:00

If somebody told this " the world is based on brain or beauty, i think u dun have neither one of it"

how would you feel ? Being a female who has came a long way in this world , and some guy tell you this after knowing you for just two years.

I may not be gifted with the look , but i declare myself that i am a women with brains . After all how can i survive without a brain.

I can only point out guys who think like this are shallow minded. They think there far superior then women , they think they can do anything in this world and get away with it. Their destiny and dreams are from a small amount , their windows shut and they have no O2 to think clearly with their brains

No one is born without two of the above, if they did they wouldn't be out in this society or alive , God gave us both , a brain first then followed by the individual beauty. To say to someone that your neither beautiful nor smart or have the brains is just plain stupid. In return it makes you look like one's brain is not working properly . I am beautiful within my own individual limits , one has no right in claiming other's are not beautiful , smart or dun have the brains.

You can judge people physical appearance , i may not appear pretty but i still do have an independent mind of mine. I able to tell which is wrong , and right , i am able to feel guilty and forgive people within my limits. Again i am telling out to the world dun judge someone by her or his look , looks aren't everything . Whats important is whats within oneself , he or her maybe a loser outside but you never know their hidden strengths. Don't judge them for their weakness instead their strengths should be the driven factor that places above all feelings

do little spend more ..and i am on my way to my numbness world

2006-11-27T08:59:00.000-08:00

dear diary ( seem to have became my special diary )
i don't know what to write today , what can i write

diary replies ( in a hush hush voice)
anything dear , expose me your deepest desire and feeling

i don't even know what i desire or feel , i feel numb

numb like the song ? diary replies

what song , i never heard of any numbness song

numb like the song i am about to create

numb numb numb
i feel numb
to the bottom of my core
numb inside
numb outside
numb everywhere
numb in my heart
numb in my mind
what can i do to stop this numbness
oooo oooo oooo i feel numb
can i put a thumb for numb
can i explain my numbness in word
can i share my numbness
yea i can oooo
by anastactic

dear diary ... your rambling alot today

dear ann , thats becoz u dun have anything better to share with me

oh dear i don't , i am not in the mood of sharing

what can i do to help , i dun get comments often

u know what diary ... i feeling the Christmas mood even if its so long away

dear ann , close ur eyes ,dream of snow around u , feel the warm of fire and a hot chocolate milk ...

yummy i am in dream land now ...bye bye diary :P

creating a path of love

2006-11-26T09:20:00.000-08:00

Is my path clear? clear of love ? clear of fear? clear of disappointment?

i can;t help feeling lonely at times
the emptiness filling the void
what should there be in that void?
love? anger? hater? disappointments?
what can i feel to liberate this odd feeling
what can i do to feel free without any worry
what can i do to make my heart feel warm and cozy
to trust people and get disappointed always
or to be a disappointments to others
love comes in many way , it measures in many form ,
is it quality that counts or quantity
i know i am rambling here , but i feel the pain
that can;t escape from this rusty heart

Hello... Good bye .. where is my script ?

2006-11-16T06:36:00.000-08:00

Hiya ...

what a hectic day , well for one thing it wasn;t entirely bored.

Had a sushi + junkfood+ sparkling juice+ fruity top cake with whip cream = Junkiez party yesterday nite. It was a party mix with laughter and different combination of food you can say japanese meets american style junk food , with a flavouring from korean Kimchi ? . I would say odd dinner meal but Awsome!

We had the party for our gengs youngest member , well actually both who turn 20, Big gal ady la !!! . Had to much of drinks ( NON ALCOHOL) , and too many memorable laughter .

Came back around 1.30am , and was mad to find out that our plug point wasn;t fix , bummer .I had to dismantle my cable n wire and connect it to another plug point. The room was filled with wires crossing each other path , didn;t even know which wire belong to which port.

Ended up sleeping around 3 am , then woke up today around 9am , when down to hb3 to buy breakfast ... yeah i had nasi lemak ( RM1). Jimat breakfast money i call that. Then after breakfast , was buzy doing my scripting ; homework from theatre, the lecturer actually wanted originality work , meaning script that was based on real life event in campus ... at that time i cudn;t think of any , so i manage to came up with an invented version. Unfortunatley she denied that entry , so now i have to sit and write 2MORE SCRIPTS, one for next week , and this week. It's so hard to write events that happen so many days ago , the conversation that took place , i can;t remmber what who said what , or even what i mention 3 days earlier i am still having problem in remmbering.

Oh yeah more about the Theatre class, fantastic lecture i can say , but strict and serious at time . Fun activities , like actors' exercise method and vocal training

Inhale air with ur diaphragm and exhale it thru your mouth while saying Ae Ee ie Oo Uu ... i guess thats wat it sounded from my mouth. hahaha ...
And don;t forget to project your voice loud but remmember not to shout. Few tips for people who wanna talk loud and clear at any place.

Absolutely Crank up

2006-11-14T18:07:00.000-08:00

argggggggggggggggggggggggg!!

why my eyes are so drowsy! ... unable 2 keep myself awake , i slept at 3.30 am , and woke up at 7.30am ... not enough of sleep , but i wasn;t able to sleep. Most probably all those homework, assignment and club minutes to settle , my mind keeps running thru the event of the day , just like a movie where you are able to control by forwarding and rewinding. Wish my life was like the movie "CLICK". A remote control which is able to control my life in a much slower pace. But thats not life , having it cud make me more lazy in return... or make me take things for granted! well thats the lesson i learn from watching that movie , never take things for granted , always let the event flow by on its natural course or path.

Wish i could just unwind myself , and relax ... its just the begining of the semester .2nd week for heaven sake! why so many details need to be focus on. I just hope it doesn;t build up to another unsleepful night.

couldn't even stay awake at class , was far away in dream land i guess.

I like it , Groove it

2006-11-13T06:02:00.001-08:00

Groove it baby !

decided 2 take it off ..sorry

To Be Strong or Not to be ?

2006-11-13T04:48:00.000-08:00

Strong like the eagle , sharp and quick like one ...

Can anybody imitate such animal? The question can anybody live a life of being strong , sharp , quick , and have a powerful grip on its prey?

the answer unknown , true some ppl may posses such skills , in reality everyone has those abilities hidden deep within themself . How do one bring up those qualities ? in a person who has no willingness to do anything?

Sometimes watching this eagle in action make u wish that u were one , flying and soaring with power on high altitude . And when u find a opportunity with ya sharp sense , u fly down to grab it ....

Finally the Much awaited Day

2006-11-09T20:34:00.000-08:00

Hooray ...hooray , the sound of cheers is heard ( I guess i am cheering for myself , how miserable is that , o well * sigh* )

Finally i decided to renew my blogger's identity . Being rebirth to proclaim my right to fight for my untold justice , thoughts , ideas , frustration , temptation , tension , pressure, love , boredom , happiness, sadness ...and a whole lot of untold emotions.

i just hope i dun suffer from writer's block along the way , Ah that would be a disaster in waiting .
My FIRST day what do i write . Absolutely NOTHING !!! for now , this blog is under major construction

so if anyone is reading this site , move on fast , coz i just might spread my boredom illness to you

lililili.......XXX